There comes a time in your life when you have to choose to turn the page, write another book or simple just close it. - Shannon L. AlderDid you guys know that you can find old tweets about you when you search your name and set it to 'People you follow'. Honestly, I just found out. For some reason it took away an hour of my time with just scrolling those tweets. It was funny at first but then it got to the part where it reminded me of a time in my life where i prefer not to reminisce.
You guys know the story already. You've heard it a million times. The boyfriend who ends up having a relationship with your best friend. And you guys know the saying, its easy to forgive than to forget. No, i will never forget how it felt when I was betrayed by them.
It leaves a mark somehow. I don't know about other people who have experienced it but for me, well I have trouble to actually want to be in a serious relationship other than a friendship. I always find some kind of flaw or some kind of problem to pick on until everything gets messed up.
Anyhow, it doesn't mean that I'm broken. It just means I've changed. I've changed my perspective on relationships and what to expect in one.
After talking to my friends for some time, I don't know why but the way I look at relationships is somewhat entirely different. Or even the whole dating concept. I don't think i'll be doing that. I hope to be just friends and finally, eventually someone will find that he can't live without me.
I know it sounds childish but i still believe in those stupid stories. I'm a typical romantic.
But now i stand by the saying, "Allah has written your love story, so why don't you sit back and watch it as it happens since Allah has made the perfect love story for you"
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