A PERFECT CONVERSATION.

I just met up with a close friend today for my iftar & like always, i talked so much. With my hand gestures and everything. I knew i was worked up on telling her a simple story. But I was excited that i genuinely have a real conversation with someone, i enjoy talking to.

It really didn't matter what we were talking about. It was mostly everything really. And to basically have a long conversation like that, it was nice. 

Ok not in a "duh it was nice. nothing special". NO. It was nice, in the calm & the feeling of belonging. Which made me realise that there are many types of "perfect" conversations. 

Like the one i just had. A friend, who generally have no relation & suddenly comes into your life but just clicks, you know? So you tell her everything, up to your deepest hardships. But she'll understand it & doesn't judge you but relates to you in ways you thought no one would. 

But there are those when, you talk to a friend you've known for a long time. This friend, well, she already knows everything about you. But everyone changes in due time, so she just keeps learning the new things in your life & the small changes. She already knows how you'll react so she just needs to pay attention to the BIG things. She's your safety net. 

And those conversation with a friend you have feelings for. You're all giddy & nervous but when you talk to each other, it doesn't feel like its going to end. You talk & talk about things in the past. What made you, YOU. The things you learnt. The things you believe in. Your opinions. And those conversations, well, is meaningful when trying to learn about each other. Talking & just wanting to know how that persons doing. Just wanting to know what they're thinking. A conversation of a lifetime. 

There are many more types of conversations and these are my favourites because, it just actually depends on the person you're talking to. The person within the conversation can really change the setting of the company itself. 

So let's try to actually talk to each other. Not dwell on our mobile phones & messages. even when it's easier & faster. the genuine human interaction is depleting & i hope we do something about it. Because, if we stopped talking to each other, we will feel secluded & outcasted. And we all already watched 13 reasons why. So don't make that mistake. 

SUPERHEROES.

What's that? A bird? A plane? No! Its Supergirl! 

Ok look, i'm a little biased right now because obviously i'm loving the CW series of Supergirl especially Season 2. Where Kara-El & Mon-El falls in love. Urghhh. Total sucker for a romantic story.

But, superheroes aren't just about the ones that have power. Its those who actually do something about the wrongful things in life. 

So here's a little back story okay? Today, i went out with my friends to break my fast & my mum kept reminding me to come home early & be safe. Honestly, i wasn't THAT scared about coming home late because i was with my friends. But the thing that bothered me was, she kept saying recently there were multiple stories about 'bad things happening to young girls"...

Ok, now from my perspective, the only stories i hear & read about are those about bullies. Bullying people until the victims actually die. Whenever i read this, i'm just thinking about how those kids think actually. What mentality do they have? 

But if they say, they were 'slightly mad' for a moment when they 'accidentally' killed the guy, imma be mad. Logically, sane people won't do such things but in THIS world that we now live in, where cruelty is easily exposed to kids who can use a laptop and actually understand those things. 

What makes me wonder is, where were his friends when he was tortured? I know, i know, seniors can be scary. But come on, they were TORTURING HIM! 

There isn't any use of saying this here because all this has already happened & i'm not likely, to rewrite history. 

But here i am, telling you guys, that in times of need, try to be brave. 

Ok wrong! 

Be brave. 
Be confident.

Courage of doing the right thing is undeniably something so strong that it creates superheroes.

With that, hope is created. And with hope, we'll be a step closer to bringing humanity back. 

THE BLOGGING DAYS.

Why is it that every time i have a long vacay i wanna start a blog? 

I mean i do love to write and imagine things but i don't know if i have the commitment. Me and commitments, not so great. But gonna try it out, starting this post alright? 

Just wanted to share the stupid funny blogs that i was in or even i made. Don't go looking for it though. I'm serious. Cringe worthy. I was 10 or 11 okay, gimme a break guys. 

So mostly my friends blogged about me being there for them or missing me and stuff which is genuinely sweet and was nice for a little throwback. Reminds me of how fun it was checking up on each other by using our blogs while we were all in boarding school. But what can you expect from teenagers and their blog posts? The fonts were super colourful, the content was super boring and mostly it was about our crushes and stuff. Like i said, cringe worthy. 

Made me regret for deleting my old blog because personal reasons. Therefore, i can't actually tell from my point of view but i do remember posting tumblr picture with captions and updating about what goes on or even just sending messages to people who i knew would be reading it. It was purely for fun. 

And from that I remembered what it was like to spend time to sit down and write down anything or everything i wanted. randomly. But now, i think i'll do it with a little maturity, or some what flair to my posts. 

Hope you stay tuned and keep reading!